Puppy Love

Letting Kojak go is the hardest thing I've done in a while. I never really thought about how hard it would be. It's like he died, but I know he's out there alive and well laying in a sun spot on the floor or playing with his favorite toy. It's worse than if he died.

How long before I get over it that Kojak isn't mine anymore?

I can't remember the last time I felt this good about a path I had chosen... It just feels so right.

It's sad knowing that even though everything you have is wonderful it's still not what you wanted.

New Year, same self.