Hmmm, let's see what did I get done yesterday? It was so much fun. Crystal and I headed out to get our Colorado drivers licenses around 12:30. Know what's funny. Up here they have a separate building for Drivers Licenses. It is it's own building, it doesn't even say DMV it says "Drivers License" how crazy is that. Hehehe. So, we totally had fun while we were there. Took pictures and stuff while we were in line. Played “Good Samaritan”. :) Aren’t we angels? Then it gets to be our turn and the guy won't let Crystal get her Colorado License because all she had was her AZ license. The dude was a Dip Shit, but I got mine. My picture is pretty good, except for the fact that I look way too much like my mom!
Then we go to the union; by the time we get there it's 3:45pm! Where did the time go? It’s ‘cause we pit stopped at the 16th street mall. Hehehe. So I filled out my papers.
After that we went to Cherry Creek so I could show her the bathrooms. We got side tracked by a Godiva store! I have never been in one. The only reason we went in is to get free samples (free samples rock) and ended up spending like $11. Then we go out and sit in the "Grandma, wait here we'll come get you when were done" section and eat the fatty food we bought (chocolate! yummy, but too much makes me sick) And guess what store was right behind us... Build A Bear Workshop! She hasn't seen it before so I showed it to her. Now she wants a bear...(Hey Christmas is coming up, you know who you are) I've wanted one ever since I saw the store in Phoenix. We'll we made it to the bathrooms; I think it was one of the first things we did when we got there. The Chocolate store was after the bathrooms.
To make a long day short, we planned a picnic for Sunday. We got our nails done, hung out with Mike, "visited" a friend, drove around in Denver, and took lots of pictures. :) It was a fun day! Hehehe. Bye!

P.S. We never made it to see Harry Potter, by the time we would have gone all the little kids were out of school, and all of the shows would have been sold out. Oh well, some other time. :)

P.S.S~ Ming Na- she's the ER chick, I half wanted to say that the other night, but I wasn't sure. She is Mulan! And she is also in the "Joy Luck Club"...but I was wrong about Crouching Tiger...that's not her! :( hmmmm, what about James Woods??? ***Yahoo Search*** AhhhhHA! I remember now, he was in Riding In cars With Boys! I knew I had heard his voice recently! I feel so complete now.... ***sighs***

Sure now that Crystal is ready to go I wanna get on & type on my Web Site. Hehehe. I am so goofy sometimes. I wanted to see what she was writing then I felt like writing after she got done writing.
Last night was cool. Even though I've been feeling pretty shitty (sick) we went and watched Final Fantasy at Joe's house. It was pretty good. I spent the entire movie trying to figure out who did the peoples voices. A few of them I got. But the chick took us (Joe & me) the whole movie to figure out. First I wanted to say the chick from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. But that movie is subtitled. But I was almost sure of it; she was in a James Bond movie also. Then the movie is almost over and I'm like "Mulan! It's Mulan! Who ever did MULAN's voice!" so we wait for the credits and it turns out to be Ming-Na. Who I'm pretty sure did Mulan's Voice and is the chick from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (right) Well I'm still trying to figure out who James Woods is. He does the voice for the Mean General. And I can almost see his face in my mind...but I can't. Oh well, :( I'll look on-line later to check and see if I'm right.
I am going do the Colorado DMV now to get a Colorado Drivers License, then to Crystals Union to put my Application in. TO Cherry Creek Mall ~to show Crystal the bathrooms there, it's fuckin' Tight, I want bathrooms like those in my house~ Then to Go see.... HARRY POTTER! Hehehe YAY. We want to go while all the little kids are in school, little punks. Hehehe. Okay bye.

It's Thursday! Yay. I don't think Crystal works tomorrow. Woo Hoo. I think I am getting sick. I don't feel like doing anything. My throat hurts and it's all dry. I'm really hungry right now. I think I should at least go get some food. I'll write more later. I hope I don't start feeling worse. :(

So today was a total waste of time...not really. but a lot of what I did today was a waste. I had only $29.40 in my account and I needed $35.00 for the application fee. so I figure that if I go around one it'll work out right. Because my mom is putting money in my bank. So I head there... The place is a Bitch and a half to find... but I find it, Well I figure that I can go and use my debit card to pay. But NOOOOOO!!!!! they don't take anything except cash! WTF! so I ask the lady where the closest cash machine is. it only took me like 5 minutes to get there. Then it wants to charge me a fee. Whatever, I try anyways. Money still hasn't gone into my account! So I call mom. It's not her fault, she gave richard a check to put in my account. So I call him. He says that he is sending an e-mail an he'll head to the bank in an hour. Keep in ind that I am already by the place and it's like 3:45pm. By the time he get's the the bank it'll be 4:30...and who know's if it'll go though today. So I say "fuck it! I'll come back tomorrow" I don't wanna get stuck in rush hour, for two reasons. One: Rush hour is Rush hour...Two: I have no clue where anything in Colorado is so I should head back before It get's to hard for me to figure it out. So here I am. and know what... I'm fucking hungry.

Yay! My phone works again!

I taste like Bread. I am a staple in almost everyone's diet. Friends like me are a complement to any other friends I get on with almost everyone, remaining mostly in the background, but providing substance when it would otherwise be lacking. What Flavour Are You?

I better be wheat, or honey nut ***yeah with raisins***... I don't like white bread.

I am a Halo. I believe I am perfect. Others may not think so, but those others are wrong. What Sort of Hat Are You?

Hmmm I could comment on that but then I would sound cocky or like a bitch. What the hell I'll say it anyways. I am perfect, for me at least. :)

Thoughts of Yesterdays
Jonya Ululani Repucci

He never told me it would last forever,
I guess I just assumed it would go there.
The end of three years took just an Instant,
I shiver and remember with tears.
I never dreamed life could change so fast into “What might have been?”
From dreams of tomorrow and the rest of our future,
To thoughts of yesterday and of My past.
I feel so lonely as I stand right here.
My throat gets tight, fingers around it, memories rush back.
It’s not real this time, but still I fill with fear.
I always though I could defend myself, always thought I was so tough and so strong.
But now grabbing at his hands I feel myself break.
I haven’t felt this low in so long.
My memory fades back to my past it’s my dad this time,
His hand around my wrist, I just wanted to run away.
A fight over scissors that ended with the snap of a belt,
Again I am broken… Back to thought’s of yesterdays…
I reach up to my face; I swear I can still feel that scab.
Back in the driveway, how did I end up on the ground?
My knees and my hands are scraped up my throat still hurts…
But that’s not what hurts most
I feel like he took my heart along with my breath in that one moment.
I told myself “walk away. Walk away and never look back.”
But it’s hard to not look back, I wonder if he could change.
I wonder if it would be the same fear or if I’d live in fear.
I look deep down I know the truth inside.
This time just makes it easier for next time,
And next time I might not be so lucky to walk away,
With a scab on my face and a scar on my heart…
So I will walk away, but I still look back.

I am Mario. I like to jump around, and would lead a fairly serene and aimless existence if it weren't for my friends always getting into trouble. I love to help out, even when it puts me at risk. I seem to make friends with people who just can't stay out of trouble. What Video Game Character Are You?

Yeah! Mario was always my Favorite!!! I hated being Luigi... :)

I am so retarded...not really (I am AVERAGE!) but I like these little quizzes. I know Crystal does too.



Yup... average! It's not bad, really, you'll survive life, and your personality doesn't have to stay average. Just don't be upset if you aren't winning every trivial pursuit game, if you know what I mean.


To all of those ppl who ever called me an IDIOT ... hahaha in your face...

Well today started off pretty good, I got to sleep in. I am getting ready to go down to the union to put my application in. But I am starving, so I wanna eat something first. ***Yummy leftover Chicken :) ***
I left Mike's house (around 12:15) and tried to call Crystals Brother, Mark, and my phone won't let me call out, but I can receive calls. You know what that means. The Bill. So I call mom when I get back to Crystals house (after I was lost for half an hour) and she said she paid the bill. I think I am going to get on their web page & see what's up.
Well I went to the page. As far as I can tell it’s not my phone running up the bill. It must be my ex’s (Both phones are under the same account) so I tried to call him and see if he has given my mom any money for his phone lately…No Answer. Damn it! I hate having to be the “bill collector” I think When I talk to him I am going to ask if he is ready to get his phone under his own name now. I don’t want to have to deal with him for this stuff. Sounds like a good idea to me.
Well I am going to call my mom again later. I was supposed to go down to the union today but I only have $29 in my account and I need $35 to pay the fee, but if I go today I will over draw my account and I can’t do that. (It’s an $18 fee) I might have to wait until Friday. Which freaking sucks because Crystal’s job is hiring now and the later I put in the lower on the list I get.

It's Monday! Yay !!! I just talked to Stina on the phone. I hope she moves up here then when I move up here we'll have the whole @5.7.9@ "crew" up here. I can't wait. It'll be great (p-wotw). SO life is good, I really love it up here. I knew I would. I wonder what my dad will say when I tell him I am gonna move out of Arizona... Probably "good riddance" hahaha. I tryed to call him the day before I left to come up here ,and see what it was like, and he never called me back. So he doesn't even know I am here. When I get back I bet he'll ask why I didn't tell him I was going, and then after he, pretty much, bitches me out for not telling him I went out of town He'll turn around and do the same thing ***It's happened before!!!*** We'll since he never called me back he doesn't know that I took my first written test on last Wednesday.
I've been watching cartoons all morning. Aren't you surprised I am even up in the morning? I am on "vacation" I'm supposed to sleep until noon. But know what, it doesn't bother me that I've gotten up early. I really need to go do laundry today. I've been wearing these socks for two days (yuck) and they aren't even my socks.... I had to borrow them from Crystal! ***SORRY DUDE!!!*** Yeah, I need to go wash clothes. Well I'm gonna go now. Bye :)

I found my sun glasses!!!!!!!!! They were in THE LAST PLACE I LOOKED!!! hahaha (Get it? the last place I looked! I crack myself up sometimes.) They were actually wrapped up in my black beenie (how the f&%^ do you spell that?) which was on the floor in a pile of clothes I was gonna throw for a wash. That would ahve been a tragedy (is that spelled right? I don't think so)

Crystal is a fucking Genius! She told me how to center this!
Woo Hoo!
Now I can post my poem that I read at Hazy Dayz...
Once I get off my lazy ass and get it from the car.

Wow, so it’s Sunday already! I have no idea where my fucking sunglasses went, Damn it! Ahhhhhhh! I’ve looked everywhere. Fuck it, I’ll find them later. (Or sooner)

So today was pretty cool, I watched a ton of Cartoons this morning. I don’t really remember what they were about or which ones were on. Hmmm, Alex is SOOOOO adorable (he is Mike’s [<- :)] little boy…2 years old) He was so shy this morning, but then he started not being shy anymore. At first he didn’t want to sit next to me on the couch but after a little while he came and sat next to me on the couch and crawled up and gave me a kiss. It was so cute! Then a few hours later I was playing with him and he jumped up and landed on my nose! Ouch! But I was okay (he kissed my forehead to make it better ***awwwww, how cute:)***) then I had a nosebleed for a whole 2 seconds. The last time I had a nosebleed was the third day of wrestling season my junior year in high school.