"I'm so tired of being here,
Surpressed by all my childish fears...
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave,
'Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone,
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just to real,
There's just to much that time can not erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of you tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears...
And I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have...All of me..."

I Have have this note that he wrote me (so long ago), he said he would fight to keep me...That he would never let me just walk away...But I did walk away. He never fought for me.
God damn it! It's been so fucking long!
Eh! That song was on while I was driving home today. Guess that's why I was thinking this shit. The song makes me think of him...I'd swear they wrote it for me...hahaha. Oh well, enough of that. I need a nap. :)