I miss oliver so much it hurts. I wanna hear his voice and all I have is my bear. That poor thing is my most prized possesion, I cry on it, and sleep on it.

I can't wait until he's home, I can't wait until I can hold him and kiss him and just be with him. It seems so far away. Like days can pass so fast for me and still I don't feel any closer to him being with me. I feel like I'm stuck on a treadmill. Day after day passes and they aren't really passing.

I'm going crazy.

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