You look at a person and do you ever really see who they are... No one knows that I'm dying inside... Does your spirit ever heal once it's been shattered so many times?
Friday, October 25, 2002
Right now I feel like being a bitch. My sister pissed me off because she gave me an attitude about the fucking bed. I was just telling her why I didn't wanna sleep on it. I feel like going home now. I don't wanna be here (in Tucson) anymore. I don't have friends here. Well I have a few but they don't wanna hang out with me ***to busy, I can understand that though***. So I didn't do shit tonight. Nothing that I wanted to do atleast. I mean I wanted to do it, but I didn't choose it. Like I went to see a German film tonight and I went to Epic tonight. I had fun doing both and I wanted to do both, but I am tired of driving I just wanna sit down with some friends and watch a fucking movie at home. It doesn't even have to be my home...anyone's would do. Fuck it. I don't even wanna write anymore, I just wanna go to sleep. I'm tired of dealing with people and attitudes. I'm tired of going out of my way for people and not even getting a proper thank you. I just wanna sleep. I better not wake up in a Bitchy mood. I hate being like this. Fuck! It pisses me off. I am going to bed.
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