Wow, I can't believe it's Friday already, On Thursday I went to Rodeo, New Mexico. There is a wolf sanctuary there called Wolf Song and I got to hang out with wolves for a few hours, I even got kisses from wolves. They were so beautiful. I got to see wolf cubs too. They were so awesome. There was one wolf called "Chico" he would be so much taller than me if he stood on his back legs.
This morning I got up early and went horse back riding at Ft. Hauchua (i think that's how you spell it) my horses name was/is "Diablo"...hehe "Devil". He was a big horse. I got of good picture of the two of us together. It was only $20 for two hours...I want to go get a job at a horse stable now. I love horses. I want one so bad. *sigh* wishful thinking...

know what....I LOVE RAIN!!!!!!!! I can't wait to go to Hawaii...so much water all areound me and RAIN (more than 4x's a year! heheh) It's so beautiful when it rains, it's really just georgous. No doubt about it.
So let'd face the truth now...he's not gonna call, it's been 3 days (not counting Saturday night) and he's defiently not gonna call. It's all good though. I don't mind.

Song of the day: "She's My Kind of Rain" by Tim McGraw

*sigh* well, Life is good. For some reason I can't stop smiling today. It's like I'll be driving along and all of a sudden I get this huge grin on my face. "Why?" you may ask...Well I don't know. If you read my last "blog" you may be thinking "oh, that guy probably called her..." Actually, NO, he didn't and to tell the truth I'm not sure if he is going to. See the way I figure it, if he doesn't call today then he probably isn't going to call. Know what though, it's no big deal.
So I still don't understand why I'm so happy today, but I am and that's all that matters.

Word/Phrase of the Week: Insane/ "It was INSANE!"
AHHHHHHHH!!!! I can't explain my head really... I feel so good right now. I haven't even thought about guys since Thusday night. That night I finally got to the point in my head where I was like, "You know what, I don't need a boyfriend. I'm okay on my own and I'll be okay on my own."
It took me a long time to come to that decision...but I reached it. And I just smiled, you know? It's weird the way the world works, the second I stop looking for a guy... Happens to be in the same minute a guy starts looking for me. I'm not saying anything big...but One little thing happend in all of my "maddness" today, and I totally didn't expect it... What could this "one little thing" be? first let me explain myself: I haven't had a guy approach me and "hit" on me in...(to tell the truth I don't know) Then only way I ever get guys is if my friends set me up with them, which kinda sucks. But, it's my way of life (hehehe)...SO I got asked for my number tonight, and I'm sure there are a few people reading this like "not cool, not cool at all" but it's such a BIG self-esteem booster! I'm tired of being "set-up" with guys by my friends...I mean don't guys understand that they are supposed to ask girls for thier #'s or hit on the girls? A lot of guys "now-a-days" are scared, I don't know why (what's up with that?!?)...so, yeah this guy was (is) really cute...and it totally made my day for that to happen. Crystal probably thought I was on crack when I called her after I left. Just wait until (if) he calls me, then she'll really think I'm on crack when I call her.