So I'm sitting with my Room-Mate and my friend right now and they are drunk and talking about religion... Isn't that one of the things people aren't supposed to talk about religion when people are drunk?

Eh, not like I care... I really miss Oliver right now.

I wish he was here.

I wanna be able to lay next to him in bed.

All about me huh? I wish I knew wahthe was doing now though. I miss him so much.

It's been a really weird week. Court yesterday to finish taking care of my DUI's and Now I have a court order that I am not allowed to drink alcohol until further notice... I didn't know they could do that when you weren't in custody.

It's a good thing though. Oliver would rather me not drink as much, and now He'll get more letters and I'll have more money. Does kinda suck though. I went to and AA meeting last night. I'll tell you what, that sucked. I don't think I'm an alcoholic, I don't know why I was there. My sis wanted me to go with her, but I didn't fit in.

I really did have a hard day yesterday though. I miss Oliver all the time and there are days where it feels unbearable. Yesterday was totally one of those days. I couldn't even think about him without wanting to cry. I hope I get a letter from him soon. I wish he was home, I just wanna keep him happy for the rest of our lives.