uggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so tired right now. I was helping out with the Interviews for 10 hours. It was great though.
I don't feel like writing much so this won't be too long.
Plans changed last night and we didn't go to Fear Farm (it was cheap though, only $5/person) We ended up goingto Applebee's instead. It was Sophie, Katie, Alex, Casey his friend Amy (I've never met Casey or Amy), and me. So, that was pretty cool we went and played pool for a little while afterwards. I wouldn't have minded staying at The Break for a little longer though.
Well the night is still young! Who knows, maybe I'll get something to do. (trying to be optimistic :-} )

It's 7:20 pm. I am geting ready to go to Fear Farm (that phrase makes me wanna laugh like Dr. Evil) with Katie (my Idol) hahaha.

If anyone special is reading this: good! you should be reading it! because if you are special to me I better be special to you.

I am totally bummed at the thought of missing Hazy Dayz next Wednesday. I am 1/2 tempted to move to tucson just for that. :) Well, I am gonna come up Thursday night. Family weekend starts the 25th so I talked my mom into buying my greyhound ticket up for Thursday night, since I don't work on Fridays. ~Yeah! I get to see Lani (and hopefully other people too) for a whole Weekend.~

Okay I gotta go run errands before Katie gets here. I got 1/2 an hour! Bye...

So I was trying to find this picture to show Leo & Ryan...And I found it. Well I dunno who is gonna see it but I'll post the link anyways. It's my favorite. :) Okay well Last night really sucked. I'll explain later. REGRET...


Crystal got her tounge peirced last night! HAhahaha! I can't wait to see her. :)

Okay I am pissed. I had a whole thing written about how awesome last night was. And I accidentally deleted it. Stupid Stupid Dumb Dumb! Oh and catch my other act of stupidity...No phone number! Doh! I am a freakin retard.
Well I had been saying how it is awesome it feels when a guy puts you before himself.
I was saying how last night I felt so good to be asked what I want. And when I ask the same question back, to hear the reply "I've got what I want." and when I asked "Oh? And what is that?" to hear the reply "This Moment. With you." I am just happy right now.
You know who you are...Thankyou. :)
Anyways the sun was starting to set on my way home from work today. It was so beautiful. Everyone thinks clouds are so gloomy, but they aren't, not always. It was like they were everwhere around the sun but not touching it. It was so cool. I love clouds, I wish it would rain. And I wanna go camping so freakin' bad. But Katie says we are supposed to go in Nov. Some time. Fuck Yeah (wotw)!

Lesson of the day: Life is full surprises. :)

Fuck Yeah! (wotw) Crystal is getting her tounge pierced right now! (I am such a bad influence...but hey, if it get's her to stop smoking)

P.S. I have a busy weekend (kindof - ha! not really.) so If I don't write you guys can e-mail me (jur311@hotmail.com) or call me (602.373.7024) <- Yeah, Do that! (you can never get enough calls)
Friday: I'll write I don't work on Friday's...Evening- Fear Farm?
Saturday: Morning- Work with Glendale for thier Interview process...Evening- ?
Sunday: Church. Then I dunno.
(now that I look it doesn't seem like that much. hmmm. I'm just tired. Long night last night. :) )

Yay! (Is that even how you are supposed to spell that word? Yay!I know yeah is yeah...but yeay or yey or yay! I think Yay!)
Finally! Okay. All right so I'll admit it. I was wrong. my sister brought to my attention that not all of her friends are hot. (True) and not all of them have "crushes" on her. (also true) so there I am done. I was wrong and I admit it. The difference between guys and girls...we can admit being wrong without killing our pride.
So Tucson was a blast, and so was Hazy Dayz. I actually had talked to one of Lani's friends, at Hazy Dayz, about fire fighting. He was really cool about it, he said he had taken some classes at GCC when he was younger. First off the guy is cool because he took Fire fighter Classes. Second he's cool because he's kinda cute. I dunno what my type is, I guess it really depends on the guy. Well we talked for a while at Hazy Dayz, then he had to go. So I talk to my sister when I get back to the couch, and I'm like "Dude! Your friend is cute." I think he is my age. 19, I'm pretty sure that is how old he said he was.
So I am on-line today, and my little sis gets on. She says "guess who I saw today." Who? "Ryan, remember the guy from Hazy Dayz?" Oh yeah, I remember, the cute one! What did he say? "Well I told him 'my sister thinks you're cute. And he said 'Well she's pretty cute too." SWEET! "Yeah well He said that next time he goes to Phoenix I have to give him your number."
You guys don't know what this means! Besides the fact that I am wrong about having guys think I'm pretty, since the surgery. It means that a guy actually thought I was pretty. Now any guy reading this is like "whatever" but sometimes a guys opinion does matter. It just makes us Girls feel good. I like it when anyone tells me I look good. Even if I think I look good, I like to have people tell it to me.

Lesson of the day: You aren't always right, and when you are wrong it's okay to admit it.

So life is good. I didn't get time to write yesterday really. I had a doctor's appointment yesterday to get my stitches out. The scar is going to be a lot longer than I thought. I thought maybe 2 inches. But it looks a lot more like 3.5. Well I got a new cast on, Purple. My dad said purple would look good on me because it looks good on him. So I followed his advice. Purple it is. The other colors didn't look that good anyway. I got a good look at my leg when they took the cast off. It's so skinny now (but hey! It's didn't stink) and hairy. I was joking about how I should have brought a razor with me so I could shave in between casts.

After my Doctor's appointment I had a meeting for Glendale Fire Department. I am a cadet with them so we have meetings every so often. Well I thought it was a meeting turned out to be a class. It's cool though. I love getting to meet up with them anyway. Katie, Sophie, and I went to Pullano's after the class. Dan and Flick didn't wanna come. It's all good, it was kinda fun having "girls night out" pizza and wings (and Zucchini of course). Katie you are my Idol!

I'll write more later.

Quote of the day: “Just because you're paranoid, it doesn't mean they aren't out to get you.” -author unknown


Lesson of the day: Friends are there for you when you least expect them.

(dpotw) "He could have pulled out."

***Well, thank you Crystal for finally getting on-line. Yeah, I know it only took you like 3 minutes, and that was 5 hours ago. I'm over it. :)***

Anyway, I remembered something else. How parents traumatize their kids. Every one says it. Parents traumatize thier kids." who believes it? Parents obviously don't think they have done it, because that would mean they have turned into thier parents. Shit, I know it'll happen if I have Kids. I know there is gonna be something that they will remember forever and be totally traumatized by it. And when they tell it to me I'm gonna be like "You know what I knew it was gonna happen, I just didn't know when or how." I don't think most parents even realize they things that they do.

Even as old as I am something's will stick with me forever. (story time)

Well I got in from Tucson last night around 6:20. My step dad came and got me from the Greyhound station. Life is good, right. So we head home to meet mom, and from there we are going to Aloha Kitchen. Car ride is good. So we get to where we are going to eat. Yummy! (Here's where things take a turn) So I order and head to the bathroom. When I get out, my step dad is pissy. So I find out why (hey I'm a nice person. What can I say?) So for the rest of the time my step dad is there he is Pissy 'cuz mom is being bitchy (by the way- he's pissy 'cuz she told him what he wanted…understandable) So mom is being mean now. After she makes him mad enough he goes out side and sits in the car. she's like "I hope we still have a ride home now." And I tell her "He's mad at you mom, not me.Are you on your peiod or something because you are being a real bitch." So now she's pissy at me because he isn’t mad at me he's mad at her, and I told it to her straight up (do people even use that term anymore? Straight up…) So anyway, (I'll skip to the Traumatic part) After she's been pissy with me for a while she kinda chuckles. So naturally I ask "what?" (Ha!) And she says "I remember this letter you wrote to your sister when you were little saying that she was going to ruin you chances of becoming a model. When really it's you that ruined your chances of becoming a model." how is that? " You like candy bars too much" Well mom, I haven't had a candy bar in a long time (thinking: Bitch F&^% You!) and she says "Well it's because you like to eat." So then I just stopped eating my food (thinking: F&^% You! How dare you say that! I am not fat and Just Because You want to be an F&^%ing Bitch Tonight, don't even take it out on me. Just because you went and lost weight and went from being a heifer to almost what you want to weigh! YOU Know What F&^% YOU! I am not You I am satisfied with wearing a size 11-12 I am 5 feet and 10 inches Tall I am NOT your Short Midget ASS! BITCH!) So I don't say any thing because I know if I open my mouth words aren't gonna be good. Meanwhile, My step dad had come back inside picked up his food and Moved away from our table. After that whole "letter" conversation was over and had been over for a few minutes. he has finished his food and gone back out to the car. Then mom says "I'm glad he left, I was about to flip him off and say 'F&^% You!" Then she asks me "Have you ever been mad enough to say that to someone?" and I reply "Have I ever said it to you?" she says "Well no." And I reply "Then No. I haven't been mad enough to say it to Them."

Lesson of the day: “For every minute you are angry, you lose 60 seconds of happiness.” (author unknown)

Well it's 6:02pm, and I am waiting for crystal to get on line. What's up with that dude! First you message me (and wake me up from my nap!) saying you are getting on line...Then I get up. Turn the computer on, and Then I get on-line so I can chat w/ you, and you still aren't on. WTF! Hey since I am talking to you (Crystal) Remind me to e-mail you when you read this, I will try to remember on my own. But you know me. Actually (speaking of remembering things) I did remeber something....A story. And it goes something like this...

Carded For Cake
October 7th 2002, Lani and I were at Trader Joe's looking for some kind of salad dressing that Lani wanted (which we never found) and we passed by one of the "vendors" He was giving out samples of some kind of cake (which was way to thick for me anyways)so we walk by and we're like "hey free samples. Can we have some?"....(here's where it get's good...)
Vendor dude: "are you 16?"
Us: "oh, we have to be 16?"
Vendor Dude: "Well if you aren't 16 then your parents need to be with you."
Us: "oh! hahaha. You think we aren't over 16?"
Vendor Dude: "If you aren't at least 16 your parents ned to be with you just in case you have an allergic reaction."
Us: "Hahahah! "
Lani: "Dude this is my second year at teh UofA. Here look I'll show you some ID."
Me: "I'm her OLDER sister!"
Us: "hahaha."
Vendor Dude: "No, no, it's okay you don't have to show me you ID. *chuckles to self* here you go, have some cake."

Well I started today off kinda of late (but not as late as when I was in Tucson) I woke up around 11:40am, I was kinda dissapointed that I didn't get up early enough to have my mom take me to my dad's so that I could go to church with them. Well I've been working on how to change the color of my links & how to add links since I woke up. Not much of a day, but I am going back to my dad's in a few minutes, so this will be short. ***Dangit Stephen! you better hurry up with those CD's (JK...no I'm not, yes I am. okay, No & yes.) Whoa!*** Okay, I am gonna stop writing now, you can obviously tell I have nothing to write about...But Crystal if you read this call me! NOW!!! teeheeehahahahaha.

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