I had a dream about you...

I can't even explain what that is like, I cried when I woke up because I realized it wasn't real. If I could have gone back to that moment, God, I would have given anything... almost anything.

Is it enough to know I'd give up what I have now? That is more than I ever had... I'd let it all go just to have that look in your eyes again.

Today my workout felt worthless and it was pissing me off, on the elliptical I was going as fast as I could at the resistance I was on and I just could not get to my target Heart Rate. I tried to raise the resistance and my legs just felt dead. I wanted to give up.